Ye love story ek ladke ki hai jiska naam $unil hai. $unil, yaani me , meere shadi mere ghar walo ne bachapan me hi tay kar rakha tha. lekin shadi to baad me hi hogi na...iske doraan pyaar hona to mulajim hi hai. esme heena naam ki ladki hoti hai jise me bahut pasand karta hoo.ya pyaar karta hoo..ek taraf ek ladki hai Priya jo mujhe chahti hai...our dusr taraf gaon me sunita naam ki mere hone waali bibi.

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Mere papa ka home bussiness tha jo ki mai chalata tha mai kachcha maal waha ke gharo me supply karwata tha. Ek priya naam ki ladki thi jiske garh wale maire yahan se kaam ke liye kachaa maal le jaya karte the...kaam poora karne ke liye maine kayi gharo se contact kar rakha tha...Saman lene ke liye kabhi kabhi priya bhi apni ma our behan ke saath aa jaya karti thi wo mujhe man hi man me kaphi chahati thi usne mujhe baad me bataya tha......

Heena... jisse me bohut pyaar krta tha ... ek din wo ek ladke ke saath jo mere ghar se saman le jaya karti thi maire ghar aayi usko dekh ke me shockkkkked ho gaya areeee bhaiiii mai usko bohut chahta tha or uska ghar dhundta firta tha...or wo to maire hi ghar aa gayi....maine man hi man me ishwar ka thanks kiya or use dekhta hi raha mai usse bahut piyar karta tha.....
Mai... home business sambhalne ke sath-2 computer couse bhi karta tha, ek din me bus stand par bus pakdne ke liye khada tha.. achank maine Heena ko dekha me samajh gaya tha ke Ishawar maire sath hai usko milane ke liye mujhse....wo pehale mujhe bus stand per is liye nahi dikhi thi kiunki uska school pahle 7:00 bje suru hota tha or winter me school 7:30 bje suru hua karta tha....me bahut kush hoo jaya karta tha use dekh kar are bhai me usse pyaar jo karta tha....roj ooo mujhe bus stand per dekhti me use dekhta hi rah jata use dekhne matra ke liye mujhe 1 hour institute ke bahar khada rahana padta tha...bus pakadne ke liye me usse pahale hi but stand per aa jaya karta tha ooo me rooj use bus stand per aate huye dekha karta tha...woo mujhe dekh kar jiyada se jiyada smile kardeti thi kiyuki hamne pahle 1-2 baar baat kar rakha tha....

Idher....priya mujhse piya karti thi mai uska pehala pyar tha....wo ye sooch kar mujhe purpose nahi karti thi ki mai kahni use mana na kar don....... or mai Heena ko chahata tha agar priya mujhe purpose karti bhi to mai use mana hi kar deta kiunki mai Heena ke siwaye kisi or ke bare me nahi sochata tha.....

New Year 2008 ko mai... heena ke liye maine ek greeting card rakh rakha tha use dene ke liye...me us subhah jaldi bus stand per aa ker baitha tha...uska intzaar kar raha tha......kuchh der baad wo wahna aayi maine usse "Yappy New Year" bola usne bhi mujhe "same to you" kaha mai khusi ke mare mara hi jaa raha tha... phir maine use kaha "me aap ko greeting card dun" usne kaha "hna"... mai turant hi use greeting card de diya or usne haste huye rakh liya mujhe pta chal gaya tha ki shayed wo bhi mujhase pyaar karti hai............

14 feb 2007 ko maine man bana rakha tha ki mai use "Valentine day" ke din hi puporse karunga... per usko dekhte hi maire man me dar bedh jata tha.. or mai use bool nahi patata.. mai us time 15 sal ka hi tha wo 9th me thi......

Yaha priya ke praim kahani aage hi nahi badhi wo bhi mujhe purpose karne ke naam se dar jaati... per mujhe dekhne ke bahane se baar-2 maire ghar aaya karti thi....

After 8 month phir se jab heena ke school ka time change ho gaya dhand ki wajah se...tab wo mujhe bus stand per phir dikhi.. Tab maine computer course pura kar liya tha or ab mai 16 sal ki umar mai hi computer oparetor ki job kerne laga tha... Mai us bus me jaya karta tha jisme Heena jaya karti thi... Maira pyaar uske liye abhi bhi jara sa bhi kam nahi hua tha.

Shayed mujhe pahli baar pyaar hua tha... tabhi to mai sirf uske baare me hi sochta rahata tha, ek baar wo kuchh badli-2 nazar aa rahi thi maire man ko laga ke kahi use in 8 mahino me kisi or se to piyar to nahi ho gaya.. Mai kasam se use bohut pyar karta hnoo...

Roz hum ek hi bus me jate per baat kabhi-2 hi ho pati thi.....14 Feb 2008 Valentine ko maine man bana hi rakha tha ke mai use aj pupose hi kar ke hi rahnuga.... Maine apne dost ke sath uske liye gift or ROSE kharida... use leke mai Bakkar-wala ke mod per kada tha ki maine uske behen ko dekha or aiene socha ki sayad aaj Heena ne chhutti kiya hoga wo aaj school hi nahi gayi hogi... maine himmat karke uske behen ke paas gaya or maine usese kaha "Happy Valentine Day" usne bhi hath milate huye mujhase kaha "same to you" phir maine use gift our rose dete huye kaha "please ye apni behen ko de dena" usne mujhse poochha ke "ye tum use kiun de rahe hoo" maine kaha "bus aise hi" wo samajh gayi thi ke aaj to valentine day hai to ye Heena se pyaar karta hoga tabhi to gift de raha hia..... usne kaha "dhik hai me de dungi".
10 minute ke bad maine use dekha wo mod per aa gayi thi shayed uske baad me chhotti hui hogi...... wo deedhe apne behen ke baad gayi... wo kaphi door khadi thi is wajah se unake beech kiya baat ho rahi hai mujhe pata kaise chalta. Wo Heena ko mere baare me bata rahi thi... dekhne se lagta tha ke wo gift lene se mana kar rahi tai mai ye sab dekh ke bahut udash ho raha tha... phir uski behen ne mujhe bulaya lekin mai gaya nahi to wo khud hi maire paas aake kar boli ke "sorry wo ye le nahi rahi hai" busssss itna sunte he meri sakal rone jaisi ho gayi thi... per maine uski behen se huste huye kaha ki koi bad nahi... Maire dost ko pata tha ke ab ye ro dega is liye wo mujhe ghar le gaya..... mai ghar pahuch kar poore din roota raha our ishawar se prathana karta raha ke he bhagawan use maire paas bheej do... or ye sooch raha tha ki shayed wo aab mere paas aa jaye. Per wo nahi aaye.. Mai itna roya ke baad me aankh se aanshoo nahi nikal rahe the........

After 10 15 days.......Ek ladka maire paas aaya or maire se bolta hai ke "aap priya se pyaar karte ho na". Mai tab samajh gaya tha ki priya Maire se pyaar karti hai...lekin me to Heena ko abhi tak nahi bhula saka tha... Kiya karta mai usse bahut pyaar karta tha na...
Lekin Priya ne man bana liya tha ki wo mujhe purpose kar ke hi rahegi... Bhai kuchh dino ke baad usne doosre ke haatho mera mobile number mangwaya...... or phir usne mere paas call kiya.... or boli "hello tumne kiya socha,.,,, Maine kaha kis baare me,,,,,,, usne kaha ke tum mujhe pasand ho... Mujhe iske pahale aisa kisi ne nahi kaha tha ........ Maine pahle uske muh se "I Love you" suna our phir maine bhi use "I Love you" keh diya.

Phir keya tha 1-2-1-2 din me baat hoti rahati thi.. wo apna engilsh ka period bunk kar ke maire paas phone kara karti thi. kuchh dino tak aisa hi chalta rha. Or wo aise hi mujhase baat karti rahati thi.

mujhe uski ek baat bahut buri lagti thi ki wo (Priya Shamra) maire baare mai sabko batati rahati thi or maire se keh rakha tha ki kisi se kuchh mat batana. Mai use roj mana karta tha ki maire bare me kise se bhi charcha mat kiya karo lekin wo nahi manti, gali ke pichhe our school me chalte phirte kapne sahelio se our friends se mere bare bataya karti thi.

ab itna koi apne pyaar ka dhol peete to pyaar ko nazar to lage gai hi na....... so lag gai... dheere dheere uske padosio ko pata chala or uski maa ko bhi pata chal hi gaya... kiuki wo mujhase milne ke liye mere ghar ke pe aaya karte thi. or mummy se kahti thi ki mai apne saheli ke ghar ja rahi hoo. ek-do baar to hum pakde bhi gaye or phir kiya tha humara naam roshan hone laga.

baad me uske papa ko bhi pata chal gaya hamare pyaar ke baare me or phir usne ek harami jo uska relative tha mean mama priya ka usne kaha ki $unil ko jara samjha dena ki meri beti se mat baat kiya kare. wo bhir mere baas aaya apne sath 3-4 ladko ko lekar usne mujhe mara nahi par usne dant te huye kaha ki tu priya se baat karna band kar de. me darr gaya tha our mene han keh diya.

baad me priya ka phone aaya mene us se saari baat bata diya usne kaha me samhal lungi tum baat karna mat chhodo our daro mat wo aise hi bol rahe the me huan na.

mene bola dheek yaar jaisa tum bolo but kuchh hona nahi chayiye. our mere papa ko pata nahi chalna chahiye.

our bhir baad me usne apni maami se kaha ki " mami mama ko bolna ki wo $unil ko kuchh nahi karenge, me $unil se pyaar karti hoo". our baad me uske maami ne apne pati ko ye baat bata di.


our yaaro baad me to baat our begdti chali gayi..Hamare beech me takraar hona suru ho gaya...hum baat baat ber ladne lage...
me use kahta ki " dekho mene tumhe pahle hi kaha hia ki kisi se mere baare me baat mat kiya karo bhi tum kio dol peetthi thi..." wo bolti thi ki me kiya karti sab log apne aap suru ho jate the our tumhara naam le kar mujhe chidhate the.

priya ek friend thi uska naam Khushbu tha me use pahle se hi ek giri hui ladki manta tha our wo waisa hi thi...uska kai ladko ke saath chakkar tha our wo kuchh randi type ke ladkio ke saath ghoomati bhi thi. me priya se kai baar mana karta the ki uske saath mat ghooma kar lakin wo maanti hi nahi thi khushabu ne use begadna suru kar diya tha.

Priya our mere beech ab pyaar se baat to hoti hi nahi thi . jo kuchh wo pyaar se mere baare me khushbu ko batati thi wo use galat hi sabit kar deti thi. me priya se shadi nahi kar sakta tha kio ki mere papa ne mere shadi pahle se hi infect jab me 5 year old hi tha tabhi se hi gaon me tay kar rakha tha mene ye baat priya ko pahle hi bata chuka tha our wo ye baat sun ne ke baad 1 week take mere se baat nahi kiya tha lakin baad me usne mere se bat karna shuru kar diya tha. after all wo mere se pyaar jo karti thi. our me bhi use bahut pasant karta tha laki kya karta me shadi kar nahi sakta tha us se. ek baat ko leke priya ke friend khushabu baar baar use mere baare me bhadkati rahati thi.

ye sab to theek hai par ek baar usne had hi kar diya. khushabu ka jo boyfriend tha usne khushabu se kaha ki " yaar mera ek friend hai uska koi boy friend nahi hai to tu kuchh kar our kisi se uske baat karwa na" our khushabu ko to me pahale se hi randi type samajhata tha our wo randi hi nikali usne priya se kaha "ki yaar tujhe ek ladka bahut basand karta hai"
priya ne kaha "to me kiya karu me to $unil se pyaar karti hoo our usi se karungi", khushabu ne joor dete huye kaha ke "$unil to tere ko ek din chhod kar chala jayega tab tu kya karegi, ye tujhhe chahata hai ek se friend ship kar le".our khushabu ne ek din uske photo us ladke ko de diya. our phone number bhi. wo ladka tha bhi to harami type ka usne priya ke number per call karna shuru kar diya ek do baar to priya se baad hui tab baar baar priya use mana karti ki me $unil ko nahi chhod sakti me use se pyaar karungi. lakin wo baar use yahi baat batata tha ki $unil to tere se shadi nahi karega ek din chhod hi dega.

uske priya se 2 baar baat hui thi our usne apna jagah uske dil me bana hi liya tha. lakin ek din pata nahi kya hua wo ladka mere paas aake kahta hai ki $unil " priya tere se pyaar karti hai ya nahi" mene kaha ki wo to mere se bahut pyaar karti he wo bola " usene to mujhe bhi i love u kaha hai our usne mujhe photo bhi diykhaya hai phone number bhi kiya hai, " jabki ye saari cheeje use khushabu ne diya tha.

mera dimaag hi kharab ho gaya tha ye baat sun kar our me use us time dhundhane lag gaya ki wo (priya) mujhe ek baar mil jaaye to use chaante hi chante rakh kar de du. bhi mene baad me us ke paas phone kiya our kaha ki " tumne mere saath aisa kio kiya" usne kaha ki kya ? mene use saari baat bata di , usne rote huye kaha ki "me tumhe saari baat batane waali thi per moka hi nahi mila " mene kaha ki " ha kio nahi us se furashat mili tab to mouka mile ga na" our rona dhona suru ho gaya. me office me ro raha tha wo ghar per wo mere se maafi mangne lagi per mene kabhi bhi call na karte huye phone rakh diya.

agale din usne mujhe miss call kiya our mene bhir dhodi deere rah ke use call kar hi diya.....phir wo kahne lagi ki pleaseeeeeeee maf kar do na me us se kabhi bhi baat nahi karungi our mene sirf us se 2 baar baat ki hai. tum galat samajh raho honge. mene kaha dheek hai bhai aisa hi sahi. bhir wo khush ho gayi our kuchh der tak baat karte rahe.

ek din uske papa ne use khud hi kah diya ki tu $unil ke peechhe kio padi hai wo tere shadi to kar hi nahi sakta na. our usne ye baat sun ke mere paas call ke bata diya...our wo kahne lagi ki tum hi batao ki me kyaa karu, me apne dil ki sunu ki papa ki,. mene kaha hi papa ki . phir usne kaha ki theek hai hum ab baat nahi karenge. mene kaha ok.

mujhe pata tha ki wo mere se baat kire bagair nahi rah sakti. our yahi hua usne mujhe 2 din baad hi call kiya our kaha ki me tumse bahut pyaar karti hoo our tumse baat kiye bagair nahi raha sakti our me abe apne dil ki baat sun ne lagi hoo. mere ek hi galti rahi hai ki me us se shadi kar nahi kar sakta tha our is liye me us ke sari baaato ko sun ke ha bhar deta tha.

our bhir kuchh maheene ke baaaaaad hamari baat Honi dheere dheere band ho gayi

But kab tak

18/04/11 Update :

Ab uska ek mungetar hai, wo kuchh salo ke baad shadi kar legi but still wo mujhe yaad karti hai our connect rahati hai through sms and calling

lets see aage kya hota hai

Tanha he tumhare bin ye jindgi tum lout aao.
Kese jiunga me temhare bin tum lout aao.
Tum aye the meri jindgi me khusiya lekar mujhe tumhari jarurat he tum lout aao.
Kitne sapne sajaye the hamne sath milkar un sapno ko pura karne ke liye tum lout aao.

I LOVE YOU P........
Me uska name nahi likh sakta kyoki mene usse kaha tha ki me uska name kabhi samne nahi ane dunga.
I love you very much. In sabdo me meri soch hi nahi mere anshu bhi samil he.

hi friends this is my real love story.

mera naam pooja 2007 me m ne computer course krna shuru kia tha wahi jis din wha mera first day tha us din class thodi late shure hui thi hm sb students thoery room me baithe the chup chap m gao ki rehne wali huna tho thodi sehmi sehmi rehti thi kabhi kisi ldke se bolna to door ki bat thi dekhna tk gunah lgta tha whi pe ek ldka ata tha uska naam to m nhi bta skti pr wo musllim h or mai hindu. m room me aage baithi thi first row mein or wo 3rd row me baitha tha m ne use dekha to nhi tha bs uski awaj suni thi kisi ldki ne use bola hi usne bola hello bs itni si awaj suni thi m ne uski or m ne use notice krna shuru kr diya pt a nhi uski awaj ne muje uski or khincha m use notice krne lgi wo jis din nhi ata m dukhi ho jati thi pr kabhi kisi ko face nhi hone deti thi wo bhi bda ajeeb sa ldka tha chup chap piche baitha rehta tha na kisi se kuch puchta tha na bat krta tha m bhi aisi hi thi na puchti na bat krti.

ha to frnds m kha thi ha na wo kabhi kuch kehta na m pr m ye nhi smj pati thi k wo sb kya tha kyo m use janna chahti thi kyo usse bat krna chahti thi pta nhi smj nhi pati thi kabhi pehle pyar hua nhi tha na mera isntitute ka pura saal nikal gya mera course bhi pura hone wala tha na kabhi wo kuch bol pata na m ha ek dusre ko notice krte the. phir jb mere course ke kareeb 1 ya dedh mahine bache huye the. mere mama ki ldki ki shadi thi to mama k ghr chli gai thi 10 din bad wapas aai thi tab mere course k tally srart ho chuka tha meri starting ki classses shadi me me jane k karan miss ho gai thi . muje jo mam krati smj nhi ata tha meri frnds bolti ki wo ldka tally ache se janta h wo tuje srarting se kra dega pr m ne bola yar pr m use nhi bol skti k wo muje tally kra de to meri frnds ne bol diya. to usne b bol diya k kra dunga. m vaise to bhut bolti thi pr ldko se bolne me bhut drti thi isliye usse bt krne me b dar lgta tha pr phir wo muje tally sikhane lga to bate b krne lgi phir to itni bate krte the hm log k batch time khtm ho jata tha pr hm bate krte rehte the hmari bate khtm hi nhi hoti thi phir m use apne or wo muje apne bare me hr bat btane lga m ne use apni frnd se b milaya hm 2-3 bar bahar b mile pr kbi ye smj nhi aya k hm kyo milte the kyo bat krte the na wo smj pata na m or hmara course khtm ho m udas thi or bhut dukhi b m ne use bola ab hm na kbi mil payenge na bat kr payenge tb usne muje apna no. diya . pr m ne bola ab hm milenge kaise to usne bola ap mujse milne nhi aa skti to kya m to aa skta hu pr m ne use bola k nhi use ye bura lga or bola k thik h jaisi apki mrji or m phir udaas ho gai wo bola to ap hi btao ab m kya kr skta hu. to m ne bola m koi job kr leti hu to m ek school me as a teacher work krne lg gai or hm meri frnd k sath phir mile ab tk b hmne ek dusre ko i love you nhi bola tha ab tk to hm smj chuke the k ye sb kya h phir hm meri frnd k sath phir miley 5 august 2008 ko japnis park me jahan m apni frnd k sath gai thi phir hmne use wha bulaya m use pyar se sweetu bolti hu or wo muj! e pyar s e sweety vaise usne mere kai naam rakhe h baby ,meenu , ha to ye to bad ki bat h phir se ati hu 5 august pe us din hmne sweetu ko b wha bulaya wo 2.30 bje aya tha phir hm sb ek sath rhe phir meri frnd chli gai or m or wo akele reh gaye bda ajeeb lg rha tha bt hm ek sath park ruke or chup chap se baithe the na wo kuch bol rha tha na m bs baithe rhe phir 5.30 pe m ne socha jane ka time ho gya h or pta nhi aj k bad hm milenge ya nhi ye to kuch bol nhi rha m hi ise apne dil ki bat bta du or m ne bola ap kaisi ldki se shadi kroge. kaisi ldki pasand h apko to usne indirect way me kha k m to 3-4 saal bad shadi krunga tb tk apki shadi ho chuki hogi or 3-4 bacchche bhi or hm dono has pade wo bola k ap saf saf kyo nhi bolti kya bolna chahti ho to m ne bola k kya m apko achi lagti hu wo bola k bhut achi lagti ho or phir m ne pucha kya ap mujse pyar krte ho usne bola k ha to m ne bola sach me wo bola h kya ab likhkr du to m ne mjak k bol diya k ha to usne mera hath pkdkr kha k m tumse bhut pyar krta hu.

phir usne bola or tum m ne bola ha. or hm ghr aa gaye uske bad hm bhut br mile aj hmare relation ko 3-4 saal ho gye h is bich hmari life me bhut kuch hua acha bhi bura baki story bad me likhungi kabhi zinda rahi to....................................................................................................................................................................

hmne ek dusre ko bol diya or uske bad hm wha kareeb ek ghnte ruke wo meri goud me sir rakhkr late gya muje bda ajeeb sa feel ho rha tha ghabrahat b ho rhi thi pr kuch bol nhi pai. uske bad hm ghr chle gye. fir ek hfte bad fir mile ek hfte bad mile the pr lga jaise barso ho gye ho dono bechain the milne k liye. fir kareeb 3 ghnte sath the uske bad ghr chle gye. m ne jb usse pehli br bt ki thi tb mummy ko btaya tha k m ne kisi ldke se pehli bar aj bt ki muje apni mummy se kuch b chupana acha nhi lgta uske bad thode din bad ye b bta diya k m us ldke se pyar krti hu or usi se shadi krungi mummy ne kisi ko btaya to nhi kyunki m unhe ye nhi bta pai k wo ldka muslim h wrna wo muje bhut dantti dr k karan btaya nhi m ne fir kuch din bad navratre aye or m ne mummy ko last navratre me bta diya k m jissse pyar krti hu wo muslim h mummy ne papa ko bta diya papa ne mummy ko bola k wo muje bol de k use bhul jaye hm usse uski shadi kabhi nhi krenge sunkr bhut dukh hua k agr wo muslim h or main hindu to isme hmari kya galti h or wo muslim h to kya wo insan nhi h kya use kisi se ya kisi ko usse pyar krne ka hk nhi h ye smaj ka bhedbhav dharam ,jaat ,biradari in sbne hmari zindagi ko wha lakr khda kr diya k hm kuch chahkr b nhi kr paa rhe h ghr me uske bad mummy papa ne is bare me bat krna bnd kr diya pr m unhe bol chuki thi k m puri umar kunwari reh skti hu pr kisi or se shadi nhi kr skti. aise hi dheere dheeere 1 saal or nikl gya ro! ro kr r at din niklte the maa baap ko chunu ya apne pyar ko aksar wo mujse ye swal krta jb m ussse door jane ko bolti k agr m muslim hu to kya m achut hu isme meri kya glti h tere maa-baap muje kyo nhi apna skte ab m kya kru m tuje nhi chod sk ta tere bina rehna mere liye possible nhi h . m janti thi in sbme na uski koi glti h na meri fir b m ne apne maa baap k liye sochkr usse bat krna bnd kr diya pure ek mahine tk m ne usse bt nhi ki wo call krrta rehta tha kabi apne no. se kabhi dusre no. se k dusre no. se to uthayegi pr m ne kbi call recieve nhi ki pr m bs ek mahina reh pai uske bad m ne use msg kiya k aap kaise ho to usne tbi reply kiya aj ek mahine bad tuje yad aya puchna k m kaisa hu or wo bola m dar gya tha k tu to muje bhul hi gai uske bad hmne kafi sari bate ki or kasam khai k kuch ho jaye ek dusre ka sath kabi nhi chodenge chahe kuch b ho aage bad me likhungi frnds ab muje khana khane jana h bye.............................

yeh tab ki baat hai jab me 9th me tha aaj maine grad complet kar li hai mein aaj bhi wo din nhi bhool sakta meri bua g ne naya ghar liya tha jiski opening me gya hua tha wo ek girl aayi hui thi jiska naam tara jo ki gonida ki rehne wali hai meri bua unki mami lagti hai wo mujhe whi mili thi hum dono ki frndship hui or kab frndship me love hua pta hi nhi chala kuch din baad usne mujhe cal nhi kiya no bhi badal liye jaise taise krke mujhe uska no mila maine cal kiya usne baat nhi ki or phir ek din uska cal aaya or usne kha ki mujhse baat krne ki kosish mat karna maine kbhi use cal nhi kiya but me aaj bhi use utna hi love krta ho......

\"Tera khyal mere dil
se kabhi ja nahi sakta,
tamam umr mai tumhe,
kabhi bhula nai sakta.\"
My intro,
mai ayush, ek graduation leval ka student hu. Mera junun hai singin, agar dua rahi to mai aap sabke samne jarur dikhunga.
Aaj 29 may 011 se karib 10mahine pahle ki baat h, mai exam se free ho gaya tha , khali tha isliye job ke liye mlm com. Me interveiw ke liye gaya. Waha mera selaction ho gaya, office k kai log the jo mere ham umr the.
But suruati daur se meri adat me hai ki mai jisko gahrai se nahi jan leta hu, meri usse frk baat nahi karta tha,
mai office jata aur bina kisi se jyada bat kiye apna work khtm kar ghar chala ata tha,
kam dino me hi office me kafi acchi image ho gai thi sabhi muzhe manne lage the, dhire -2 meri sabse acchi bat hone lagi. Office me hi ek ladki thi jiska naam tha shiva, usme muzhe kuch alag bat dikhi, meri uski bat hone lagi or shiva kafi frank ladki thi kisi se bhi kuch bhi kah dena, kisi se bhi apni prtional batein share kar lena .
Ek din usne pucha ayush kya tumhari koi grfd hai,
maine use bataya- \'nahi h\', wo mani nahi,
maine kaha, kisi bhi riste ki suruat karo to , to un rishto ko samazhte hua use puri zimmedari k sath nibhana chahiye . Aur pyar ka rista to bahot najuk huta h, maine kaha mai ek student hu, mai janta hu agar muzhe pyar ho bhi gaya to mai usko thik tarah se nahi nibha paunga. Phir maine pucha aap batao kya aap ka koi byfrd h . Usne kaha \'ha\' maine pucha kaise mila,
use bataya orkut frd hai. Maine kaha ok . But abhi sirious mat hona kyoki cariar must h. Maine samzhaya koi bhi kadam jaldwaji me kabhi mat uthana,
lekin kya batau jo mai is dauran nahi chahta tha , wahi hua, muzhe pata bhi na chala or muzhe shiva se \'pyar\' ho gaya.
Mai janta tha, wo bhi muzhe pasand karne lagi thi, mai baya nahi kar sakta kis kadar muzhe use mohbbat ho gai thi,
isi dauran office ke kuch ladke bhi notice karne lage, ar fir bato-2 me 2-3 ladko ne muzhe bataya ki shiva sahi ladki nahi hai, kai logo ne uske
charitra par ungli uthai , shiva ko mahsus hua ki office ke logo ne kuch kaha h, kai batein batai, par maine kisi ki na suni , mai pyar me tha.
man hi man ye bhi dar satata tha kahi mai is riste ko jodne ke bad heart ho gaya to mai apne apko sambhal na paunga.
To maine bahut socha aur mere dosto ne bhi kaha pyar karte ho to keh do. Us din mai puri himmat se office gaya. Apne dil ki bat batana chata tha, par mere andar ka zameer gawahi nahi de raha tha, or maine achanak office chod diya. Sabhi log kafi dukhi the, ar shiva bahot rone lagi. Maine sabhi se padhai ka bahana banaya ki mere college start ho gaye muzhe jana hoga . Par meri \'ankhe\' sab kuch baya kar rahi thi. Office se bahar nikalte hi usne muzhe phöne kiya ,maine use samzhaya college problam h or usne kaha ayash ek baar muzhse pucha to hota.ye sun kar meri ankhe bhar ayi.,or usne phöne kat diya. Mere dimag kam nahi kar raha tha or mai ghar ka rasta bhul gaya tha, maine apne dost ko phone kiya , mai bahut pareshan tha. Phir maine siva ko phone kiya,shiva ro hi rahi thi, maine bataya ki shiva mai tumse bahot pyar karne laga tha, or muzhe laga agar ye rista umr bhar na chal saka to mai ji na paunga, usne rote hue muzhse \"I love u\" kaha. Muzhe bahut sukun mila ,maine usse kaha bhale hi mera ghar office kitni hi dur ho, lekin humara pyar hamesa nasdik rahega.

Lekin kuch dino bad dhire -2 shiva muzhse kam bat karne lagi or mai kafi hud tak is bat ko jhutlaya karta tha ki ho sakta hai ki wo busy ho.
Fir mai office k kuch dosto se mila or shiva k bare me pucha, to unlogo ne bataya ki wo ab kisi or ki ho chuki hai. or ye bhi bataya ki shiva jis ladke se baat karti uska nam vishal h or vishal bhi 1saal pehle office me kam karta tha,muzhe shiva ne bataya tha uske bare me,kahti thi mera accha dost h.
Lekin esa na tha. Office k logo ne bataya wo hamesha use milne aata h, or ghar k pas tk drop krke jata h.
Maine shiva se bat ki, or kahne lagi kewal mera dost h. Lekin mai usse andha pyar karta tha. Or maine man liya. Mai milna chata tha lekin,Kai baar isi tarah k dhoke diye, mai ignor karta raha Or mai bhagwan ke pas gaya or kaha ki muzhe sacchai ka samna karao. Or bhagwan ka prsad mai siva ko dena chata tha, lekin jab mai office pahucha to pata chala shiva office na jakar vishal k sath water park gai thi. Muzhe bahut taqlif hui, kuch der bad maine phone kiya, to shiva ne vishal ko phone de diya, or usne kaha mai siva ka byfrd bol raha hu.
Bas lag sab kuch khatm ho gaya, jabki bato-2 me mai siva se kahta tha, agar koi bat hai to batao,agar wo muzhe bata deti to mai haste huye uski life se chala jata, lekin uske is dhoke ne\' mere andar k vishwash,or pyar ko hamesha k liye khatm kar diya.us din k bad maine shiva ko kabi call nahi\' ki .
Mai use or uske dhokhe ko zindgi bhar bhula na paunga.

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kya tumhe aj bhi intzar h, uske laut ane ka,
aur ye dil muskra k kahta h muzhe ab tak yaqi na hua uske jane ka.